Okay so lot has happened, let's see. This past weekend was interesting to say the least. I was supportive of Justin and went to a family member's funeral with him. it was a distant relative, so nothing too serious, but still a very somber affair overall. Also the first funeral I have ever been to, so I didn't faint or anything, luckily for me. Saturday evening we did nothing because we got back late from the dinner following the funeral, so I did various things on the computer and Justin played some video games.
As for Sunday, well Justin spent the day mowing the lawn. I did laundry, cleaning around the house, and sanded and covered about half the wall in joint compound. Then I made a point to do my meditation it was very nice. Justin came in for a late lunch and then told me he wouldn't be coming on my family's vacation, but that instead he was going to Colorado with Mary. I lost it, I didn't yell. I just started crying, hard. I was so hurt by that. Not only is he no longer going on vacation with me, but he decides to go on vacation with another girl, who is his ex as well. We talked about it more, and he actually understood why I was so hurt. And then he admitted that he did want to come on vacation with me and my family, just knew he needed time to relax and get away. My family still makes him nervous. As it stands now, he is taking two vacations, hopefully between the two he will finally feel like himself.
So things are better now, after our talk he wanted to come watch a movie with me. I was still a little hurt and such, so I cried a little bit during, but I chose XXX (Triple X) the action movie. So that kind of forced me to cheer up, or at least stop crying, he watched about half with me. We cuddled a lot and he made me feel special. I mentioned that I would like to go out to dinner or do something together. I knew he still had some of the lawn to mow so I kicked him out to do that. After he left to mow, I was a little upset still, but I got the laundry and everything and then called my mom. I talked to her for a while before finishing up the movie. It was rather enjoyable to watch, then my Meme called (mom's mom) and I chatted with her before getting ready to go out. I found Justin putting the lawn mower away and asked if he was coming in to get ready. He said yes, we got all ready and went to Pasta House, so I have officially been to a Pasta House. That can be marked off the list. Justin even treated me to a strawberry shortcake slice for dessert. It was delicious.
Today at work was uneventful, but I found out my friend TJ was invited to come interview at my company so that is thoroughly exciting! I would love to have him work with me, so then I have more friends at work. So he is staying with Justin and I for the remainder of the week, even though it is Monday. Ha, we plan to keep him plenty busy with the house and various things to do. Otherwise, not too much happening. We'll see how the rest of the week goes.
Always.
Jenn
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